Memento mori

It has been some time that i think i have been having some mental disturbances. Lately i found that i am easily agitated, easily saddened and most of all forgetful and rather not focus on my work and life.

I don't know what is happening and that's the scary part of it. Maybe time really passes so fast that i am growing older than i am suppose to be.

Sometimes come to think of it, i think i am rather always in a constant state of mind where i am always tense. I just don't know what would happen to me if this conditions keep on going.

Hope my dear God can lend me his mighty hand... Do guide me Lord as i need u in this difficult time. Bless me if you can eventhough i am not as good as you expected. Amen on that.